Second Semester

Just learned my new section this semester: 2A. Oh God, K isn’t my classmate anymore. I’m partly glad about that and partly sad too. Glad because, Alas, I’ll get rid of her jokes-which-aren’t-really-jokes-for-me remarks and her proud aura and at the same time sad, ’cause I don’t have someone who is close to me to get through my second sem. But then, all I could just do in God’s will and all for His glory.

School’s been pretty hectic last semester. I’ve been happy, sad, anxious, nervous - mixed emotions actually. But mostly, nervous. Nervous about my grades - how everything will come about. All because I’ve been cramming the whole sem. I don’t know, it’s just me. I always cram. I always think I do productive things whenever I cram. But really, that’s not right.

So now, I commit myself to always do something and worry about nothing. At least that’ll lessen my anxious thoughts and feelings because I know I’ve done something which will help me get a good grade.

I’m excited about the second sem!

My Subjects:
Health Care 2 w/ RLE (HSC103)
Microbiology and Parasitology (HSC105)
Nutrition (NPP101)
Intro. to Literature (HU103)
Science, Technology and Society (SCT101)
Basic Statistics (MA103)
Speech and Oral Communication (EN106)
Christian Commitment and Responsible Parenthood (RE104)
Team Sports (PE104)
VH (SSC110D)

Love Actually

I love that film! Anyway, this is not about that.

Love - ah, the word that always fascinates me. Unluckily, I haven’t experienced it yet - or worse - I don’t know if I ever did experience it at one point of my life.

But of course I do. I have my Lord, my family, some friends. But I’m not talking about that here.

Well - this category accounts for one thing - Love. You know - being in love, romantically involved with SOMEONE.

Honestly, I’m looking forward to experience that magical day.

I’ve been always disappointed with my past encounters and prospects that’s why i’m a bit sad when it comes to this topic. All because I have nothing to share about.

Always, I got nothing to talk about when it comes to love. I don’t know what exactly is wrong, is it with me, or anything. But that thing makes me worry.

I never got anyone fall head over heels with me. Or get to be really close with me. Or at least liked me. Or for the most part in my case, court me.

What’s wrong with me? Am I not beautiful enough?

Friends

I’ve had plenty of them. But sad to say, it’s not with everyone that I get to be always happy. At some point, I get tired of some pointless relations with them - that I end up being happy not being with them.

I want friends whom I get to be myself - just plain me. Who accepts everything about me and does not try to change me.

Glad there’s some: my highschool friends. The Giants to be exact. They are the kind of persons whom I gladly describes previously. They are those whom I get to laugh with - and talk about everything. They have this ability to tell what’s good about me without any fake remarks behind and to tell what’s not so good about me (read: bad) but then I never get offended. And that’s what I love about Marigail, Paola, Razeille, Razhelyn, Jemma, Ruiza.

It’s Marigail whom I am closest to. I don’t know, I just can’t explain the kind of friendship I have with this girl. Actually words can never be enough to do so. I just love her to death and I practically consider life without her, nonsense.

Sad to say, in college, I never had anyone with whom I have nothing against - especially with the way they treat me. Anyway, I don’t have some courage to tell everything up here -Yet. Time will tell when.

My Life Today

Not hectic - everything’s just swifting slowly.

I’ve been thinking less about anything. Probably because school is mostly my life. But other than that - nah.

And I’m loving it.

What I’ve been doing: maintaining the cleanliness of my room, ironing out clothes, folding up clothes, washing the dishes.

Almost all are pretty household chores. Which I gladly do to be of help to my Mom. She needs help. Everything’s piled up on her, so I guess this sem break, I got to do something to lessen her tasks.

God Moves In Mysterious Ways

It’s God that do, not exactly love. Well I guess, because it’s God who made love possible.

Anyway. I’ve been pretty religious lately. I’v actually commited myself to Him. Only that I’m a bit guilty, ’cause I only get to be like this JUST LATELY. But then He is great, He never left me. Rain or shine, I know He’s been there. Just my bad, that I only get to notice Him whenever I’m sad, and depressed.

But the good thing is, I’ve been aware of it, and I’m changing. It is He who is the sole reason why everything just happens. I know whatever it may be, he Has a purpose and His purpose is divine and everything is for my own good. He knows best that’s why.

So I thank thee Lord for helping me get through it. I may not be changing things that fast, but gradually, I’m doing all this for your glory. Thank you my Jesus.

And Mama Mary. I love you Jesus and Mary. Thanks my Lord.

I’m sorry for this

‘Cause I’ll be doing an entry for every category for the meantime. I’m having fun that’s why. =)

I’m loving this

Honestly, I’m loving this i.ph so much. I like how everything works. How easy things could be here. I can do some things which I long wanted to do on my previous blog: to have a simple, fuss free design, but really presentable; and the categories, baby. It’s great!

I really like the design of my blog. Though it’s NOT completely coded by me. But I can proudly say that it was designed by yours truly, with the help of the easy to use and really handy design tools available here in i.ph.

Cool

New Blog - AGAIN

Yes. I got a new blog. For the nth time.

Honestly, I don’t really know what am I gonna write about. I lost my post just minutes ago. Guess, I’m still confused here. But really, I’m loving this. I love the design and how everything can be managed and worked on.

But this blog is a different one. I want this to be completely private - with no audience to impress about, and to care about while writing. At least nobody I know. All this, I’ve been doing for myself. To enhance my writing skills, and to practice further. No formality, or anything to that attempt.

I got tired of my old blog. Sometimes, we get bored over some things. But in my case, that happens usually. Not really about changing blogs, per se. But with life, and the things in life.

Change is constant. It’s a fact.