Randomness

Yeah. This entry is almost pure shit.

• Kakagaling ko lang ng 3-day retreat last night. Then nag-away kami ng Mommy ko. Sana ok na ngayon. Kanina umalis ako we had a little talk. Almost like the other days. I don’t know. So awkward, I was supposed to be good, pero we had a fight. Hayy. Enough of those, I want enough of all of those!

• So last night, I slept really early. I-tinulog ko na lang yung sama ng loob ko.

• This morning, I was late for P.E. class. The day’s almost like shit. Talaga. Tama ba namang pumasok ng late, tapos wala pa akong ballpen. And then, Shoot! Wala yung mga kasama ko. Like they eloped. Hindi man lang nagpasabi na hindi sila papasok.

• We had a test, and I think I flunked it.

• Pero buti na lang I had the test. Better than not having the test plus the execution next Saturday.

• First duty ko on Monday. Glad! Out Patient Unit. My c.i. is Ma’m Eullo. 7am - 6pm. I’m excited. But nervous. I can’t get any happy and at the same time, scared about this. May the good Lord help me. I don’t know what to do.

• So, I’ll be studyin’ my notes last sem. And I’ll do a couple of school works now. After I log off.

• I don’t really know when I’ll be online again. I haven’t done this for a couple of weeks. I’m dedicated now, remember?

• The retreat, it was fun. Had some yosi jams with my new friends. haha. Pero the session itself was really fun. I love Kuya Edwin! Really!

• And now, too elementary, I know, but I’m having a crush again. EAP, his initials. I like him. To the extent that I daydream about him wanting to talk to me, and the likes. At nagpapahuli pa ako ng mga tingin from him ah. Sana tinitignan nya rin ako. (Ego: Hello? Audrey? Wish mo lang no?!) Anyway. He’s hot. He’s got a nice bod. Really huge. Pero not huge-huge ah. I mean maskulado to! Hindi puro adipose. Haha =). I think with him, I’ll feel payat. Hehe. And really serious about the Church. He’s a Born-again Christian.

• I like EAP. I think I’m gonna talk about him in my entries now.

• Like he careS? Like someone reads this? Whew!

• I love life, ironically.