Second Sem Updates

October 28, 2005

Ok, kanina, Jen went to school and told me who’ll be my classmates this second sem. Except only for Miguel (Wong) and Prim, there aren’t really much close friends who will be my classmates this Sem.

At first, Jen gladly told me that Eugene will be my classmate. But then when I told her Eugene’s surname, ta-dah .. apparently, it’s not him Which makes me sad. But the hell, I don’t care about him anymore. Haha.

Hmmmm .. Wong … Miguel. .. my long time crush, which I’ve been keeping to myself for so long. Probably because he’s a good friend and I don’t want to ruin our relation with timidness. Anyway ..  So, will this be a chance for us to get close?

Not really. Partly yes, but mostly NO. I don’t wanna expect and besides I think that our friendship’s too fragile to be just broken like that. There isn’t any possibilities for him to like me, but for me to like him, there are so much posibilities.

So I just left it all off to dreaming, imagining, which is my most fave thing to do.

And besides, I’ve got to focus myself to STUDIES. SUper ibang level na to. As in. I have to be dead serious, ’cause any mistake will lead me to nowhere. And nowhere isn’t really on my plan.

Second Semester

October 27, 2005

Just learned my new section this semester: 2A. Oh God, K isn’t my classmate anymore. I’m partly glad about that and partly sad too. Glad because, Alas, I’ll get rid of her jokes-which-aren’t-really-jokes-for-me remarks and her proud aura and at the same time sad, ’cause I don’t have someone who is close to me to get through my second sem. But then, all I could just do in God’s will and all for His glory.

School’s been pretty hectic last semester. I’ve been happy, sad, anxious, nervous - mixed emotions actually. But mostly, nervous. Nervous about my grades - how everything will come about. All because I’ve been cramming the whole sem. I don’t know, it’s just me. I always cram. I always think I do productive things whenever I cram. But really, that’s not right.

So now, I commit myself to always do something and worry about nothing. At least that’ll lessen my anxious thoughts and feelings because I know I’ve done something which will help me get a good grade.

I’m excited about the second sem!

My Subjects:
Health Care 2 w/ RLE (HSC103)
Microbiology and Parasitology (HSC105)
Nutrition (NPP101)
Intro. to Literature (HU103)
Science, Technology and Society (SCT101)
Basic Statistics (MA103)
Speech and Oral Communication (EN106)
Christian Commitment and Responsible Parenthood (RE104)
Team Sports (PE104)
VH (SSC110D)