Love Actually
October 27, 2005I love that film! Anyway, this is not about that.
Love - ah, the word that always fascinates me. Unluckily, I haven’t experienced it yet - or worse - I don’t know if I ever did experience it at one point of my life.
But of course I do. I have my Lord, my family, some friends. But I’m not talking about that here.
Well - this category accounts for one thing - Love. You know - being in love, romantically involved with SOMEONE.
Honestly, I’m looking forward to experience that magical day.
I’ve been always disappointed with my past encounters and prospects that’s why i’m a bit sad when it comes to this topic. All because I have nothing to share about.
Always, I got nothing to talk about when it comes to love. I don’t know what exactly is wrong, is it with me, or anything. But that thing makes me worry.
I never got anyone fall head over heels with me. Or get to be really close with me. Or at least liked me. Or for the most part in my case, court me.
What’s wrong with me? Am I not beautiful enough?
My Life Today
Not hectic - everything’s just swifting slowly.
I’ve been thinking less about anything. Probably because school is mostly my life. But other than that - nah.
And I’m loving it.
What I’ve been doing: maintaining the cleanliness of my room, ironing out clothes, folding up clothes, washing the dishes.
Almost all are pretty household chores. Which I gladly do to be of help to my Mom. She needs help. Everything’s piled up on her, so I guess this sem break, I got to do something to lessen her tasks.
God Moves In Mysterious Ways
It’s God that do, not exactly love. Well I guess, because it’s God who made love possible.
Anyway. I’ve been pretty religious lately. I’v actually commited myself to Him. Only that I’m a bit guilty, ’cause I only get to be like this JUST LATELY. But then He is great, He never left me. Rain or shine, I know He’s been there. Just my bad, that I only get to notice Him whenever I’m sad, and depressed.
But the good thing is, I’ve been aware of it, and I’m changing. It is He who is the sole reason why everything just happens. I know whatever it may be, he Has a purpose and His purpose is divine and everything is for my own good. He knows best that’s why.
So I thank thee Lord for helping me get through it. I may not be changing things that fast, but gradually, I’m doing all this for your glory. Thank you my Jesus.
And Mama Mary. I love you Jesus and Mary. Thanks my Lord. 
